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Aug 17Liked by Amitava Kumar

Ohhh - and here I thought I was alone in this secret shame. I'm not sure if I should be glad for the company or saddened that you also share my plight. Bringing agency and focus to one's practice seems so fragile in the face of experiencing the world which of course paradoxically makes it all happen.

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Jun 21Liked by Amitava Kumar

I like depositing my old mags and journals in the tiny free homegrown community library boxes that have sprouted up in neighborhoods near you. Nestled in between the latest bestseller and trash classic, they are an elevating presence. And every now and then I think someone walks by and actually takes one of my donations.

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What an excellent idea! Maybe I’ll take copies to my college gym.

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I love this. How do you convey so much in just 4 minutes of text?

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Too kind! Thanks for reading. 🙏🏽

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I also have piles - lit mags I'm trying out, books written by or recommended by friends, and stacks of The New Yorker. I call the piles "aspirational reading" and distribute the magazines around the house wherever I might be sitting for a while. Somehow they reaffirm me...

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